December 28, 2007

Welcome to 1984

Who would Jesus bomb? Yeah, who would Jesus kill?
The double talk is past surreal
The word of god is now the word of hate
War is peace, and freedom is the police state
Can't you see the writing on the wall?
Democracy lays trampled on the floor...

You better believe that...
Hell yeah I'm confused for sure what I thought was the New Millennium is 1984!
Mr. Orwell from the grave, adding fresh ink to the page
As the unpresident declares an endless war...
Welcome to 1984!

Feels like Nazi Germany, and Hitler on TV,
As the unpresident spews his homophobic speech
Didn't the Allies fought a war to end extremist fascist law
So tell me NOW what the f*** are we fighting for?

I just can not take it anymore
Democracy lays trampled on the floor...
Man, isn't freedom great?!?!

Hell yeah I'm confused for sure what I thought was the New Millennium is 1984!
Mr. Orwell from the grave, adding fresh ink to the page
As the unpresident declares an endless war...

Now we've got...
Armies of peace, armed to the teeth, delivering death to make the world a better place
So celebrate the weapons spending, say a toast to Armageddon, raise some hell!
We're all headed straight to hell!!!

Hell yeah I'm confused for sure what I thought was the New Millennium is 1984!
Mr. Orwell from the grave, adding fresh ink to the page
As the unpresident declares an endless war...
Welcome to 1984!

December 27, 2007

Never Again

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words?

I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone

You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
Never again

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never

Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never will
I never will

Never again

December 24, 2007

We miss you Ashley! Post somethinggg!!!!!!

Ello.

Happy almost Christmas. I'm awake because Taylor called me. Roar. I never get to sleep in this time of year. If anyone is on lets talk. Oh yeah, I saw Mrs. Webb at Target last night. She told me to tell everyone she said hi. So everyone, Mrs.Webb says hi. :) She was like, oh my gosh Emily! I can't believe how tall you've gotten! I like died of laughter, I haven't grown at all. And Im shorter than like, everyone. ;) At least someone thinks I'm tall! Well leave me a comment and I will respond. I feel like talking because for some strange unknown reason (taylor) I'm awake. :) Call me loves.

December 23, 2007

im sick of today

people are giving me bitchy attitudes. people need to stop being so sensitive about everything. im sick of it all today, im in a bad mood so if you even touch me i will go off. im trying to calm down, but for some reason im on edge. i feel like something bad is gonna happen.

I stretch myself across the world
Pushing my limits for your entertainment
And you had the nerve
To call out my weaknesses
And drag me through the dirt

December 22, 2007

I finally got an AIM

it is

lovesickxmelodyy

so add me baby so we can chat up a storm. ;)

You run just like a rabbit, I chase you like a fool. But this fool I hate, I can't forsake, this fools in love with you

This is all so confusing; I will try to explain it the best I can. She has his heart, but she doesn't want it, she wants another, who feels the same for her. Only, he thinks she wants it, or so it seems. I want his heart, but he doesn't know I want it. It's obvious, but he doesn't want to see it. It would make things too awkward to tell him, but at the same time I want him to know. Why can't this be easier? He asks me who. I keep my mouth shut, but scream with my eyes, "You!". Why can't I just tell him and get it over with? Roar, if he told me his feelings it would be easy, but what's there to say if he has none?

me and kat like fire

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December 18, 2007

open your eyes!

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roar. people are so stupid, something can be directly in front of them and they just dont get it. everyone knows what im talking about except of course, who it is about. roar, so so so obvious. i could scream it and they wouldnt understand.

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December 13, 2007

ello loves

talk to mee. how was your dayyy?

-decoy

December 9, 2007

can i be your little decoy?

i finsished my book kat!

only it wasnt much of an escape as i was hoping, turns out the three main characters are in the same exact situation as i am. friendship, betrayal, ect. you know what i mean. only of course it ends the way i want it to for me but... hmpf. it didnt really distract me from what was going on. still, it is a pretty good book.

December 1, 2007